I’ve been thinking about this for a while. I have freely chosen the things I want to do, but it seems like every option leads to a tremendous workload. James D. Brausch says something about this too. So am I a slave for my own dreams? When I chose, did I choose something that I didn’t want to do? Should I start leaving boring deeds behind and do only the things that feel good? Maybe, but right now I think I need to finish what I started and then start on a quest for freer life. Is that something that can wait? I don’t know, but for now I’m too scared about the consequences to find out.
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Hi Joona, I’m happy I found your blog (well, you told me about it last week…) and I can read about your thoughts now.
I guess what I would recommend is to think about your dreams and try to see if what used to be your dream still is your dream. If it is then you should accept the hard times that come with it and keep on trying to reach it. If however your dreams have changed, I guess reshifting towards your new goals would be a great thing to do.
Good luck, and keep on fighting!